Lonely...But Never Alone...
My laptop is so dirty....
im so lonely but i am never alone...
im so empty but all ways full of something to say...
im so full of regret but im not guilty...
tonight i got drunk, i feel like shite. my head is hurting. too much tv for my head to handle. must not go to sleep, the darkness might eat me or all the crap on my floor. i dont even have the motivation to tidy my room or do my washing. i just want to sit and not move for days and let everything tidy its self. i dont think im going to make it far in life or ever out of my mums house. i know there will be phases of lazy days or hospital trips and general cant be arsed with lifeness...note to self.....marry a tidy man.
i still hate christmas........grrrr.
HUM-FUCKING-BUG.fullstop.
but i do like interpol.
dum dum dum dooooooo...............i have nothing ot ramble about tonight its rather quiet in my brain. my hamster is tired.
xxx
im so lonely but i am never alone...
im so empty but all ways full of something to say...
im so full of regret but im not guilty...
tonight i got drunk, i feel like shite. my head is hurting. too much tv for my head to handle. must not go to sleep, the darkness might eat me or all the crap on my floor. i dont even have the motivation to tidy my room or do my washing. i just want to sit and not move for days and let everything tidy its self. i dont think im going to make it far in life or ever out of my mums house. i know there will be phases of lazy days or hospital trips and general cant be arsed with lifeness...note to self.....marry a tidy man.
i still hate christmas........grrrr.
HUM-FUCKING-BUG.fullstop.
but i do like interpol.
dum dum dum dooooooo...............i have nothing ot ramble about tonight its rather quiet in my brain. my hamster is tired.
xxx