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i feel like a am lost in a sea of people at school....and people just tick me off...I have friends sure but how many actually care about my feelings? Maybe 1 or 2 if any really do care at all....I feel as if i am lonely and i have no one to turn to when i am down...so i don't know how i can put up with it day after day...I guess i just think about some good things that in school i do like...maybe with the boy i like or something i dunno...i feel like i should just give up and never worry about anything ever again. Right now i am soo depressed, i need some chocolate and some good company. Because day after day i feel like i am hidding something from everyone else, hidding my real feelings and some other stuff too...Maybe its guilt....but who knows...i certainly don't I need something to keep me going or need gods help because he keeps me going day to day. Well thats pretty much about it for now leave a comment if you wanna (like anyone actually reads mine....even so post a comment in it)
~Rach~
~Rach~