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Lets see it is like 1 in the morning and here I am on my computer like the nerd 8) i was born to be! Wow I think i am finally completing the nerd scale cause like I am the biggest computer geek cause I know how to do all kinds of HTML and JavaScript codes to make my own website from my webpage design class and I am like ahead of everyone else in it! FREAKAY! Moving on...
Wow, I talked to Amanda today and she asked if I like had a problem with her again and what not and I am glad that she asked that because there was alittle un-spoken tention going on between us. So it turns out that I was afraid to talk to her because I thought that she hated me and she was afraid to talk to me cause she thought I hated her and we talked about it and neither of us hate eachother. Then we decided that if we ever hung out it would definately be without Woody there because then it is too akward between us and we dont know how to act or what to say. But I'm not sure we will really ever hang out. I mean I have invited her a couple times to like come hang out with me and my friends and then another time to come to the movies but it never worked out. I mean who knows maybe in the end we will become pretty good friends. But you never know. I mean I like making friends and meeting people and hanging out with people. And I really hate it when people talk shit about me and dont really know what they are saying or when people hate me. Cause then I go and try to fix it which is what I was doing by inviting amanda. Plus I would really like it if we got along or something. its weird how things work out sometimes like how you can go from being enemies with someone to becoming their best friend. Not like that is going to happen or anything. And it's cool how she understand why I would feel kinda weird around her because of things that have gone on and that have been said... But I guess something that bothers me...
How almost everything that Woody sees throughout his day remind him of her and pull him towards her and make him want to like when he doesn't want to like it pushes a little button in his brain and says man you know you like her and you know you want to.. And then i don't know how he really turns it off, if he does, or if he ever really tries too. Why do guys have to be so complicating. Sometimes I wish I could read his brain so I could know what he's thinking and what's really going on inside his head...
But then Amanda was reassuring me about some things like how he always tells her that we have the "perfect relationship" and that "he is in love with me"...Another thing that has come to my head...
You know that saying like "birds of a feather flock together"? Well, that is another thing that has come to my attention. Like when Woody met me he heard that all the people I hung out with were sluts so he assumed that I was a slut because I would most liklely act like the people I hang out with. But I for one am not a slut and sometimes I think that when people call me a slut I should walk up to them and ask them why I am slut and see all the things they have done... because usually half the time the person calling me that is worse then me which would make then a whore...hehe...I like my thinking...But it would be hard to stereotype Woody into what kinda guy he is in a relationship. Like his friend David is the type to cheat, he's done it before and he's doing it in his current relationship. But his friend Matt is not the type to cheat. I know he didn't with Rachel and I know he's not going to now that him and Rachel are going back out... So what would that put Woody under....Like I know he would never cheat on me seeing as how he has had the chance so many times before and never took them which prolly means that I should trust him....New concept...
You know how people cheat? I mean why do they do it? Or why do they think about doing it? Is it because they are not completely satisfied with the person they are with? Are not happy enough? Do not feel complete? Or want something more? I mean if you were really happy with the person you were with then you wouldn't go and do stuff with other people because you wouldn't feel the need too. So, is cheating showing you are not ready for a relationship yet? Are not with the right person to fullfill your needs?...Wow I think alot this late at night...
I hear that so many people talk shit about me that don't even know me. I mean they say that I am a bitch and that I am a slut. Like this one girl Tiffany Waltmen she is a junior and was in my Drivers Ed class. I didn't talk to her or anyone else really. I mean the only person I talked to was Brittany Halterman and for some reason this girl comes into school calling me a bitch and a slut. I never even talked to her. I didn't even know who she was or that she existed before Driver's Ed. I mean doesn't it sound alittle dumb? Then David Stanley who knows me but nothing bad about me and talks shit about me with Tiffany Waltmen saying that I lie and spread rumors that he tried to rape me. Well, 1)anyone that knows him thinks that's true because that's the type of guy he is 2)I didn't say he tried to rape me I said that he tried to go down my pants and I said no 3)I didn't lie 4)What goal would I reach by making that up? all I would get is people to hate me for lieing...so that defeats the purpose. Then Woody says that all he hears from people when he talks about me is that I am a slut. I am seriously thinking about like tracking all these people down and being like why am I a bitch and why am I a slut? I mean yeah I could see you calling me a bitch if you did something to me and I had a reason to be. I mean I am NEVER a bitch just for the hell of it. I am a nice person and I love being nice to people. And everyone calls everyone a slut in Howell. I mean we talk so much shit about eachother here its unbelieveable. I dont even know if I have atleast 3-5 friends that acctually like me and don't talk shit about me behind my back. Like I thought Tara and I were cool and it turns out that she talks shit about me. Then I think me and David are cool and he talks shit about me. Spencer talks shit about me. Cassie talks shit about me. Ashley talks shit about me. Tiffany talks shit about me. People woody talk to talk shit about me. Is there seriously something that wrong with me to the point where my reputation became slutty? What did I do to deserve that name? Or even Alli being called that she is not a slut. What is wrong with people these days? People in Howell have no reason to be calling me a slut do they? I mean if there is something I am doing wrong that I am not noticing PLEASE OH PLEASE tell me!!!
Love Always,
Korissa Marie
P.S. Okay sometimes I flirt alittle much but not really any more. And is that slutty? I mean everyone does it. So that would make everyone a slut right? and Jake and Sean when you met me did I come off as a slut to you guys?? I mean tell me honestly!! And do I dress slutty at all? PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow, I talked to Amanda today and she asked if I like had a problem with her again and what not and I am glad that she asked that because there was alittle un-spoken tention going on between us. So it turns out that I was afraid to talk to her because I thought that she hated me and she was afraid to talk to me cause she thought I hated her and we talked about it and neither of us hate eachother. Then we decided that if we ever hung out it would definately be without Woody there because then it is too akward between us and we dont know how to act or what to say. But I'm not sure we will really ever hang out. I mean I have invited her a couple times to like come hang out with me and my friends and then another time to come to the movies but it never worked out. I mean who knows maybe in the end we will become pretty good friends. But you never know. I mean I like making friends and meeting people and hanging out with people. And I really hate it when people talk shit about me and dont really know what they are saying or when people hate me. Cause then I go and try to fix it which is what I was doing by inviting amanda. Plus I would really like it if we got along or something. its weird how things work out sometimes like how you can go from being enemies with someone to becoming their best friend. Not like that is going to happen or anything. And it's cool how she understand why I would feel kinda weird around her because of things that have gone on and that have been said... But I guess something that bothers me...
How almost everything that Woody sees throughout his day remind him of her and pull him towards her and make him want to like when he doesn't want to like it pushes a little button in his brain and says man you know you like her and you know you want to.. And then i don't know how he really turns it off, if he does, or if he ever really tries too. Why do guys have to be so complicating. Sometimes I wish I could read his brain so I could know what he's thinking and what's really going on inside his head...
But then Amanda was reassuring me about some things like how he always tells her that we have the "perfect relationship" and that "he is in love with me"...Another thing that has come to my head...
You know that saying like "birds of a feather flock together"? Well, that is another thing that has come to my attention. Like when Woody met me he heard that all the people I hung out with were sluts so he assumed that I was a slut because I would most liklely act like the people I hang out with. But I for one am not a slut and sometimes I think that when people call me a slut I should walk up to them and ask them why I am slut and see all the things they have done... because usually half the time the person calling me that is worse then me which would make then a whore...hehe...I like my thinking...But it would be hard to stereotype Woody into what kinda guy he is in a relationship. Like his friend David is the type to cheat, he's done it before and he's doing it in his current relationship. But his friend Matt is not the type to cheat. I know he didn't with Rachel and I know he's not going to now that him and Rachel are going back out... So what would that put Woody under....Like I know he would never cheat on me seeing as how he has had the chance so many times before and never took them which prolly means that I should trust him....New concept...
You know how people cheat? I mean why do they do it? Or why do they think about doing it? Is it because they are not completely satisfied with the person they are with? Are not happy enough? Do not feel complete? Or want something more? I mean if you were really happy with the person you were with then you wouldn't go and do stuff with other people because you wouldn't feel the need too. So, is cheating showing you are not ready for a relationship yet? Are not with the right person to fullfill your needs?...Wow I think alot this late at night...
I hear that so many people talk shit about me that don't even know me. I mean they say that I am a bitch and that I am a slut. Like this one girl Tiffany Waltmen she is a junior and was in my Drivers Ed class. I didn't talk to her or anyone else really. I mean the only person I talked to was Brittany Halterman and for some reason this girl comes into school calling me a bitch and a slut. I never even talked to her. I didn't even know who she was or that she existed before Driver's Ed. I mean doesn't it sound alittle dumb? Then David Stanley who knows me but nothing bad about me and talks shit about me with Tiffany Waltmen saying that I lie and spread rumors that he tried to rape me. Well, 1)anyone that knows him thinks that's true because that's the type of guy he is 2)I didn't say he tried to rape me I said that he tried to go down my pants and I said no 3)I didn't lie 4)What goal would I reach by making that up? all I would get is people to hate me for lieing...so that defeats the purpose. Then Woody says that all he hears from people when he talks about me is that I am a slut. I am seriously thinking about like tracking all these people down and being like why am I a bitch and why am I a slut? I mean yeah I could see you calling me a bitch if you did something to me and I had a reason to be. I mean I am NEVER a bitch just for the hell of it. I am a nice person and I love being nice to people. And everyone calls everyone a slut in Howell. I mean we talk so much shit about eachother here its unbelieveable. I dont even know if I have atleast 3-5 friends that acctually like me and don't talk shit about me behind my back. Like I thought Tara and I were cool and it turns out that she talks shit about me. Then I think me and David are cool and he talks shit about me. Spencer talks shit about me. Cassie talks shit about me. Ashley talks shit about me. Tiffany talks shit about me. People woody talk to talk shit about me. Is there seriously something that wrong with me to the point where my reputation became slutty? What did I do to deserve that name? Or even Alli being called that she is not a slut. What is wrong with people these days? People in Howell have no reason to be calling me a slut do they? I mean if there is something I am doing wrong that I am not noticing PLEASE OH PLEASE tell me!!!
Love Always,
Korissa Marie
P.S. Okay sometimes I flirt alittle much but not really any more. And is that slutty? I mean everyone does it. So that would make everyone a slut right? and Jake and Sean when you met me did I come off as a slut to you guys?? I mean tell me honestly!! And do I dress slutty at all? PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!