May 28, 2009 00:38
tomorrows the day my university career, my education comes to an end and fittingly with a big recital and im quite excited this may well go rather well. im not too fussed wat the examiners think as long as they pass me. im there to enjoy my last moments with my craske violin and my friends in the audience. then its all change. oooeeeeooooo. lol.
lifes a funny one. who would think it would end like this? i remember last yr coming out of my rehearsal and sitting in the vectra ringing my mum to cry because i didnt know why i was upset. this year i walked out happy into the sun hopped in the red devil and zoomed off blasting out 'diamond life' club music to come home to a sleepy head in my bed and a bunny on my couch and a pool in the garden.
today for the first time in over a year i felt sick because i hadn't eaten and was hungry rather than i'd forced myself to eat and then felt sick. it so good :) finally to feel a little bit normal!!
good times