Every windowpane is shattering..

Jul 05, 2004 11:39

I have written in a long time. My appolgies.
I have been busy.
I went to Boston to go to orintaion. Its a nice collage. Its like a city. I went to starbucks every day. Got a carmel frap and a javachip.
I came home Friday.
I went to Alex's party. It was okay. He had a broken trampoline that was nice to lay on. There were fireflies. It was beautiful. We played truth or dare. It was cool for like... 2 minutes. Then it got gay. So they organized a game of spin the bottle. But I left that. And went with brittany. We went up stairs for a lil while and sean goes "so how gay is it down there. on a scale of 1-10" and i gave it an 11. But Sean's a cool kid. And i wore joes hat. Woo. Um. Yea?

I woke up on saturday and left for shelter island. fun? On saturday it was nice. We watched the fire works... dont ask why they were on the 3rd and not the 4th.
But on sunday night my family got into a big fight. I dont even remember what about. But my grandfather starting insulting my mother and the way she raised my brothers and so on. I started crying. My grandfather called me over to talk to him but my brother started screaming no dont go over their dont talk to that ass hole. So i just sat down and cried. I cried a lot. We probably wont see my grandfather for a long time. My brothers said they never wanted to see him again. And my mother said we would keep our distance. I cried.

I really need to get away. Its not the same in this house. Its quiet. Its akward.
And I'm tired of crying.

I want to go to a movie tonight. I need to go to one. I need to get out of this house. So please call me. I have a lot to say...
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