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i just read my last entry...and it made me laugh because wow was i drunk. drunkity drunk drunk. the next morning was just awful...our entire house was hungover as all get out; and i threw up likke 10min before i had to leave for work.
the past couple of weeks have been interesting. too much drinking. but whatevs. we had lunch monday. it was ok. awkward a little bit. i explained how he made me feel used because i was convenient, like i was only worth his time because i was there and then as soon as something better came along i got thrown away. at least they weren't talking while we were togetheresque...he agreed that would have made him a bastard. but he didn't say sorry. i don't think he realizes that intentional or not he is responsible for the way that I feel. he doesn't need to be sorry for having a girlfriend and ending things between us, but I would appreciate as a friend that he's sorry that his actions made me feel this way. i'm willing to forgive him because i want him in my life, but i need to hear "i'm sorry"
well enough of that. i got into the p&g challenge, which is freaking sweet. one act auditions are thursday and will immediately be followed by wine and the fieldhouse, which of course means wonderfulness. hmmm...made a drunken bad decision on friday involving way too much beer and there being a someone who i can almost 100% guarantee i will never see again. it was fun but slutty katie should not return...that's a dangerous persona. saturday kate and chad came to visit...all we did was drink 2 cases of stones and watch zoolander and beetleguise but it was still fun.
mmm...ok that'sit for now, gonna go fold laundry, read, hopefully write a paper, and study for my midterm tomorrow.....ugh
the past couple of weeks have been interesting. too much drinking. but whatevs. we had lunch monday. it was ok. awkward a little bit. i explained how he made me feel used because i was convenient, like i was only worth his time because i was there and then as soon as something better came along i got thrown away. at least they weren't talking while we were togetheresque...he agreed that would have made him a bastard. but he didn't say sorry. i don't think he realizes that intentional or not he is responsible for the way that I feel. he doesn't need to be sorry for having a girlfriend and ending things between us, but I would appreciate as a friend that he's sorry that his actions made me feel this way. i'm willing to forgive him because i want him in my life, but i need to hear "i'm sorry"
well enough of that. i got into the p&g challenge, which is freaking sweet. one act auditions are thursday and will immediately be followed by wine and the fieldhouse, which of course means wonderfulness. hmmm...made a drunken bad decision on friday involving way too much beer and there being a someone who i can almost 100% guarantee i will never see again. it was fun but slutty katie should not return...that's a dangerous persona. saturday kate and chad came to visit...all we did was drink 2 cases of stones and watch zoolander and beetleguise but it was still fun.
mmm...ok that'sit for now, gonna go fold laundry, read, hopefully write a paper, and study for my midterm tomorrow.....ugh