and so i remember never to go this far, could you leave me with a little scar
can do this
i can be your friend
i can see your hand an inch from mine and know it's not for the taking
i can hear how much i'm loved, but what a mistake we were
and i can be part of this mending
while still mourning for the ending
when there's five minutes left and your visit to my life is almost over
i'm wondering how long i can hold you
before it's wrong
d.c. anderon
it just sucks so totally and completely especially because it was so unexpected. it's weird cuz i don't know how to feel. we weren't a couple; but all actions and conversations were couple-esque, even though it was completely clear we weren't together. i just feel lost and it really hurts, not all the time but in waves where i feel like i'm going to get sick. whether he realizes or not he used me. but still i don't hate him. i'm pissed off , yes, but i don't hate him. i don't want to go through the rest of this year without him in my life at all. because for the past 8 months he's been one of my best friends: i see him and talk to him every day EXCEPT this past weekend.
i'm a horrible person. i hope it doesn't work out between them. i hope they realize it's not going to work and then he's left with this broken friendship of ours, that he broke.
and i know i'm going to let him in before i'm really ready because he'll be gone in may and who knows if we'll ever see each other again. but i can't bear the thought of not having him be a part of my life.
told him i wasn't going to go to san francisco with him. i have to remember to cancel the hotel, and i hope he can change the name on my ticket.
literally a week ago we were planning a vacation together and yesterday he asks if we can still be friends.
i can be your friend
i can see your hand an inch from mine and know it's not for the taking
i can hear how much i'm loved, but what a mistake we were
and i can be part of this mending
while still mourning for the ending
when there's five minutes left and your visit to my life is almost over
i'm wondering how long i can hold you
before it's wrong
d.c. anderon
it just sucks so totally and completely especially because it was so unexpected. it's weird cuz i don't know how to feel. we weren't a couple; but all actions and conversations were couple-esque, even though it was completely clear we weren't together. i just feel lost and it really hurts, not all the time but in waves where i feel like i'm going to get sick. whether he realizes or not he used me. but still i don't hate him. i'm pissed off , yes, but i don't hate him. i don't want to go through the rest of this year without him in my life at all. because for the past 8 months he's been one of my best friends: i see him and talk to him every day EXCEPT this past weekend.
i'm a horrible person. i hope it doesn't work out between them. i hope they realize it's not going to work and then he's left with this broken friendship of ours, that he broke.
and i know i'm going to let him in before i'm really ready because he'll be gone in may and who knows if we'll ever see each other again. but i can't bear the thought of not having him be a part of my life.
told him i wasn't going to go to san francisco with him. i have to remember to cancel the hotel, and i hope he can change the name on my ticket.
literally a week ago we were planning a vacation together and yesterday he asks if we can still be friends.