naked

Aug 24, 2008 19:07

i've been sad but i'm learning, so that makes me happy.
the past year has been one of those giant turning points.
i've learned a lot about myself and those i call "friends".
somehow i am determined to make my own path in the world.
i'm doing it on my time, and not my mom's.
i'll fall in love, i'll break some hearts, i'll become broken.
i'll do it all, and i'll do it with pride.
i'll do it all right.
no more taking care of others until i feel taken care of.
i'll be polite, but i will not let you walk on me.
i have smiled, i have laughed on the surface.
i will start laughing on the inside.
i don't need your shoulder to cry on.
i have two perfectly stable ones myself.
i love i hate, i have feelings just like the rest of you.
i overanalyze everything, and i hate it, but that's who i am.
no longer can i stay in the same place for more than a month.
i am learning about myself and the world, and i am happy.
i don't need the people who don't need me.
i am over it, i will not look back.
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