Every few years...
Every few years I remember that this exists. And every few years I write basically this exact post...
It might be dangerous to re-read some of this today... My life has changed so very much since the last time I posted. But maybe reading it will help remind me why it might be ok that things turned out the way that they did...
But HOW they got to this point is the fucked up part.
And since no one reads this LJ anymore, maybe I'll finally put it all out there- in the universe. The whole fucking story.
And maybe, that will help me move forward and get over what she did to me. To us. To my children.
*SIGH*
It might be dangerous to re-read some of this today... My life has changed so very much since the last time I posted. But maybe reading it will help remind me why it might be ok that things turned out the way that they did...
But HOW they got to this point is the fucked up part.
And since no one reads this LJ anymore, maybe I'll finally put it all out there- in the universe. The whole fucking story.
And maybe, that will help me move forward and get over what she did to me. To us. To my children.
*SIGH*