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nothing really new to update.
grandma is downstairs with her nurse, so i am upstairs doing the internet thing waiting for him to leave so i can go talk to her.
my sister is back home, and last night she was all sickly and filled to the brim with vomit... mmmm... and guess who had to pick it all up when the brim overflowed?!?... yeah... me. (she's better now though)
phil shaved... i dont think i like it.
i had another wierd dream last night... i woke up clinging to the bed, and sweating, and breathing all heavily... wierd thing is... it wasnt a "scary" dream... it just made me have a panic attack in my sleep. yeah... my panic attacks have advanced to the point where they impact my sleep. fun huh?
*thinks up some positives for amanda...*
my aunt is making some crazy photo thingy for my grandmother, and noone had any "decent" pictures of me... so today i got all pretty and my sister took a bunch of pictures... needless to say... there are a bunch of "decent" pictures of me floating around the house now... lol.
i'm over the whole kris' death thing... i really only think of it when someone brings it up in conversation. so that's a good thing... i guess it's time to move on now... hmmmmm....
grandma is downstairs with her nurse, so i am upstairs doing the internet thing waiting for him to leave so i can go talk to her.
my sister is back home, and last night she was all sickly and filled to the brim with vomit... mmmm... and guess who had to pick it all up when the brim overflowed?!?... yeah... me. (she's better now though)
phil shaved... i dont think i like it.
i had another wierd dream last night... i woke up clinging to the bed, and sweating, and breathing all heavily... wierd thing is... it wasnt a "scary" dream... it just made me have a panic attack in my sleep. yeah... my panic attacks have advanced to the point where they impact my sleep. fun huh?
*thinks up some positives for amanda...*
my aunt is making some crazy photo thingy for my grandmother, and noone had any "decent" pictures of me... so today i got all pretty and my sister took a bunch of pictures... needless to say... there are a bunch of "decent" pictures of me floating around the house now... lol.
i'm over the whole kris' death thing... i really only think of it when someone brings it up in conversation. so that's a good thing... i guess it's time to move on now... hmmmmm....