yes im alive
so its tuesday and my one day off a week is pretty much over. i have really killed myself this summer..it is overwhelming to think that i stil have to work this hard for another like 2 weeks. having so little free time really messes with your mind. i have saved a good amount of money so far, and i hope to travel around and maybe find an awesome place to live. who knows. im also looking into schools..its SO frustrating..i cant go to school if i dont save money and i cant make time to paint if im working all the time. if i dont have good paintings i cant get into school.
every tuesday night i get so depressed because i know its a whole nother week until im off again. im supposed to have thursday evening off...but weve been so schort staffed at the restaurant i dont know if i will. the weekends are so hard. sunday i worked from 9 til 3 and then 4 til 12.30. Monday evening i was at work from 2 until 1.30, and i worked the morning at the hotel. I wish i could quit the hotel but i would feel bad quitting so near the end of the season, plus my boss is very nice and they pay me well.
besides work...uhm ive been working on a cool knitting project....uhm...thats about it.
wake me up when septemeber ends and the shoobies go home.
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julia
every tuesday night i get so depressed because i know its a whole nother week until im off again. im supposed to have thursday evening off...but weve been so schort staffed at the restaurant i dont know if i will. the weekends are so hard. sunday i worked from 9 til 3 and then 4 til 12.30. Monday evening i was at work from 2 until 1.30, and i worked the morning at the hotel. I wish i could quit the hotel but i would feel bad quitting so near the end of the season, plus my boss is very nice and they pay me well.
besides work...uhm ive been working on a cool knitting project....uhm...thats about it.
wake me up when septemeber ends and the shoobies go home.
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julia