my eyes hurt...
so I have been crying a lot...my eyes hurt so much! Things have been changing in my life I feel like I am so helpless and I can't do anything to help situations I just want to do something and out of frustration I just balled. I feel like I have no one to run to and that kills me. I really can't wait to just go back and get away. Monday can't come any sooner. I don't know really what to say I just can seem to get things out anymore. I can't explain things the way I need to to stay mentally healthy. I think I am really worried that I am not gonna go crazy. I think with the way I think I am going to drive myself absolutely insane. But I think i am going to take my crazy ass to bed...night night!