Can't wait til Monday!
So Junaid is coming on Monday to see me and we are staying either in a hotel or at my grandma's house. In which we will prolly end up at mamaw's. But he is gonna bring some tequilla for my mom and dad and some Arbor Mist for my mamaw. I can't wait to see his beautiful face. Haha! That reminds me one of Rosanna's friends she said that he looks like a model! haha I told him and he is just like yeah see baby! I love him soo much and I can't wait til I see him on Monday. It will prolly be the best day of my vacation besides seeing Ashley. I talked to her tonight and man do I miss her. I wanted to see her but since it's so bad she doesn't feel like going out. It's so nasty out here. I hate it. I am moving somewhere where it's warm when I am out of college! Ohh man there are so many things on my plate right now and I have to deal with it all. When Junaid is here I have to have a really serious talk with him. There are some things that need to be worked out. Ohh I have also found the perfect song thanks to my friend Amber. It's called spoiled and it's exactly what I feel for Junaid. He is my absolute number one. Ahh...just the idea of him just makes me absolutely happy and it's really kool that my parents love him. My grandma and my mom and my dad and Heidi takes really good to him too. Of course he is really good with children. My parents liking him means a lot to me because going against my parents really isn't my main goal but if it's what I want to do I will do it. But it gives me peace of mind.
My song to Juni!
Artist: Joss Stone
Album: Mind, Body & Soul
Title: Spoiled
I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself
I've never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don't know what I left you for
See I thought that I could replace you
He can't love me the way you do
'Till now I never knew
Baby
Chorus:
I'm spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What's the point it's just a waste of time
I'm spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to fight
Don't want to live without you in my life
I'm spoiled
I tried to tell myself that I'd be over you in a week or two
But baby that was 'bout a year ago
I've never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can't let go, oh no
Chorus
Spoil me
And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there's room for someone else in my heart
There ain't no way I'm getting over you
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
I'm hopeless, helpless when it comes to you
Chorus
I've been spoiled yeah yeah
My song to Juni!
Artist: Joss Stone
Album: Mind, Body & Soul
Title: Spoiled
I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself
I've never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don't know what I left you for
See I thought that I could replace you
He can't love me the way you do
'Till now I never knew
Baby
Chorus:
I'm spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What's the point it's just a waste of time
I'm spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to fight
Don't want to live without you in my life
I'm spoiled
I tried to tell myself that I'd be over you in a week or two
But baby that was 'bout a year ago
I've never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can't let go, oh no
Chorus
Spoil me
And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there's room for someone else in my heart
There ain't no way I'm getting over you
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
I'm hopeless, helpless when it comes to you
Chorus
I've been spoiled yeah yeah