Feb 14, 2006 19:26
there's this guy in my history class. he's big, black, and from a french speaking country in africa. he doesn't speak very good english. so, one day i decided to be nice to him and talk to him. the next day we had class he asked me for a ride home. i really didn't want to, because he was so intimidating..really. but because i'm a nice pushover i agreed to giving him a ride home. i asked andrew to come with me, cause no way i would do that alone. so! the next time we had class he asked for my NUMBER. okay, thats going too far, but good thing i'm still a nice pushover. i gave him my number UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. thennnn, after class the same day he said these two things "oh, you dont have to give me a ride today" (like its my job to give him rides from now on...but this time i didn't have to) and "so, can i come with you to a concert sometime?" ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. k, then, last night, he called me AT ELEVEN FOURTY FIVE PM while i was in bed to ask me if i would copy the entire summary of history lectures for him. k, the summary...is 36 pages long. i spent 4 dollars and 55 minutes to copy it myself at the school library. which is just as easily accessable to him, if not more, since he lives like two minutes away from the campus I KNOW WHERE HE LIVES BECAUSE I DROVE HIM. the only sad thing is he knows what kind of car i drive. and he knows my number. oh then, when he was talking on the phone he was like "oh, when you know what book you are reading for the essay, let me know, so i can buy it" WHAT?! now we're doing our history essay together?? i feel so....STALKED. or harassed, or pushed. this might be mean, but i dont care cause i really dont like this.
anyways. i just changed about 1,000,000 times and i have my whole entire dresser and closet worth of clothes on my floor and bed. i feel like poooooooooooooop. i miss my mom, cause she would tell me i look beautiful. or suggest something. i asked my dad and he just told me my jacket looked too small. :( thats all i have to say. today kind of sucked. only because i let it suck. bye!