Jan 29, 2006 11:32
I miss my mom so much. Nothing is the same without her here. I see my siblings about once every two weeks (except Justin) and I thought it would be different since I'm home now. I'm just not of any priority to them anymore and I need to understand that. I need to find my own life. But it pretty much is just 1. school and 2. boring and I have no choice. I wish I could have friends. I was reading some old journal entries just now and KRISTEN LYNN, I MISS YOU!! Life will be very painful without my mom, she is my best friend. I wont think about that.
Things with my dad are improving. It's weird...we tell jokes to each other and the only time we really get annoyed with each other is when we do calculus. Mmm, calculus.
I miss art.
I miss too many things all the time.