Plus ça change, plus c'est la meme chose
Things that i hate right now:
1) My body. It is offical, i am DISGUSTING. Im just so upset and frustrated with my whole physical being that i cant even really describe it.
2) eating/being hungry. I wish i didnt have to/didnt want to eat ever. would solve so many problems.
3) slacking. I'm such a slacker. I have an exam a week from today and a paper due a week from tomorrow, neither of which ive started to prepare for.
4) getting sick in my sleep. [self explaintory]
5) making poor decisions. Like blowing off studying to go to bar, or blowing off class to study when i should have studied over the weekend instead
6) Fabien Mathy
7) being uncertain about the future. I'm fucked essentially.
8) being tired all the time and never having any energy ever.
9) NOT HAVING A STEADY INTERNET CONNECTION.
10) being alone. I have been single for over a year and a half. I dont have prospects. I'm going to die alone. I'm a born again virgin as well. I'm going to start off with one dog until after i get my doctorate, then ill get more... and when im too old, tired and decrepid to keep up with them, ill trade them in for cats.
11) my mother fucking mouse that is acting up.
12) my landlord who will not remove himself from my ass.
13) my neck hurts.
Things i love right now:
1) Acing exams.
2) coffee.
3) SUDOKU.
4) cooking.
5) themed parties.
6) 90's music.
7) the fact that im buying myself a teacup yorkie when i graduate.
8) space heaters.
9) Sunny Day Real Estate.
10) Saves the Day in Asbury park 4.1.06
11) febreeze.
12) seeing my best friend and little sister a week apart.
13) Black cherry smirnoff & sprite.
overall. im just in a crappy crappy crappy mooooood. i'm looking forward to getting my wisdom tooth out so i have an excuse to lie around my house on drugs not eating and sleeping all the time.
1) My body. It is offical, i am DISGUSTING. Im just so upset and frustrated with my whole physical being that i cant even really describe it.
2) eating/being hungry. I wish i didnt have to/didnt want to eat ever. would solve so many problems.
3) slacking. I'm such a slacker. I have an exam a week from today and a paper due a week from tomorrow, neither of which ive started to prepare for.
4) getting sick in my sleep. [self explaintory]
5) making poor decisions. Like blowing off studying to go to bar, or blowing off class to study when i should have studied over the weekend instead
6) Fabien Mathy
7) being uncertain about the future. I'm fucked essentially.
8) being tired all the time and never having any energy ever.
9) NOT HAVING A STEADY INTERNET CONNECTION.
10) being alone. I have been single for over a year and a half. I dont have prospects. I'm going to die alone. I'm a born again virgin as well. I'm going to start off with one dog until after i get my doctorate, then ill get more... and when im too old, tired and decrepid to keep up with them, ill trade them in for cats.
11) my mother fucking mouse that is acting up.
12) my landlord who will not remove himself from my ass.
13) my neck hurts.
Things i love right now:
1) Acing exams.
2) coffee.
3) SUDOKU.
4) cooking.
5) themed parties.
6) 90's music.
7) the fact that im buying myself a teacup yorkie when i graduate.
8) space heaters.
9) Sunny Day Real Estate.
10) Saves the Day in Asbury park 4.1.06
11) febreeze.
12) seeing my best friend and little sister a week apart.
13) Black cherry smirnoff & sprite.
overall. im just in a crappy crappy crappy mooooood. i'm looking forward to getting my wisdom tooth out so i have an excuse to lie around my house on drugs not eating and sleeping all the time.