::sigh::

[schmexy]

Oh John, how I love thee... and yet, how depressed you make me...

"Don't you call me cruel
Cruel's what you're making me do
I stuck to my rules
I'm at odds with me now
So stay, don't go ahead and stay

Before I'm on my way
I've one more thing to ask
Was it worth the price you paid
For my never coming back"

gag... I'm miserable.