May 18, 2010 21:07
Today was a bad day. Nothing bad really happened. Just been feeling pretty damned hopeless.
And it is so hard to muster the energy to smile and laugh so the baby can be happy. But it is the most important thing I did today.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
Maybe tomorrow I will have some hope again...have the strength to fight a bit more...
Maybe tomorrow I won't feel dead inside.