borderline

[schmerz_pain]

there is a fine line between love and hate
there is a fine line between obsessive and jealousy
there is a fine line between me and myself
when will it be broken
when can i stop

how can i
how can i fix
how can i fix myself
how can i fix myself to be
how can i fix myself to be better

border
borderline
borderline scares
borderline scares me
borderline scares me crazy

am i
am i crazy
am i crazy enough
am i crazy enough to fix
am i crazy enough to fix everything

i want
i want to
i want to fix
i want to fix everything
i want to fix everything in my life

to be
to be loved
to be loved without
to be loved without hate
to be loved without hate and pain

i will
i will try
i will try harder
i will try harder from
i will try harder from now on!

i cannot explain
all the fears
all the rage
all this pain
but i will fix it

i will fucking finally change
i will fucking stop being like this
i will fucking stop changing from up to downs
i will fucking stop it all
i will fucking love her and not hurt her!!!!