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yeah it been a while for me to be on here but what can i say I'm pissed off! I love Janelle with all my heart but sometimes she just doesn't get it.... I am BI POLAR!!! I HAVE MOOD SWINGS!!! YOU CANNOT TELL ME TO GROW UP! Its not easy,,, It is the hardest thing i have to deal with and it is really hard to control... allot of times i wish i was never born and that i couldn't cause anymore harm or drive people insane anymore. So here i am sitting my little ass on the couch listening to Trevor and Megan sweet talk... bleh!!!!! and now they are in the fucking shower how cute!!! so what am i doing here you say well I'll tell you.. It started 20 minutes ago with a little kitten digging and biting the back of my neck i picked him up and move him and next thing i know i here be careful with him god fucking dammit. WHAT?!?! i just moved him i didn't throw him or anything like that!!!! so i leave b/c i'm not going to deal with it anymore... so tomorrow i go home and wonder... will she even want me to come back?