why

[schmerz_pain]

why would you say i love you
why would you say i miss you
why would yo call me your girl
why would you say you like kissing me

there are so many why's

i should step away
back down and vanish
be forgotten as just that one time
a person you cared for

so why?

do i stick around
does it hurt me to leave
even though i know it hurts me to stay
i cannot explain

why do i stay?

i feel like you hiding something
scared i will break down
and lose it
maybe it's what i need

to let go

of you
of me
of life
of exisiting

so many why's