fear and love

[schmerz_pain]

There is a thing about love 
it's fear burried inside
your mind
never allowing you to truly trust
but maybe just maybe
if you can get past that fear 
you can truly love

i'm past that fear
i had to be hurt to let me break it
but i'm past it
so maybe 
maybe 
i can love with all trust

it was my problem
that fear 
letting it get to me
destroying my mind and my love
burring it
not letting go

the love you gave
helped me to be strong and believe
but now made me weak and hurt
acting not being
but no longer is that fear
inside me

For i broke it
so i can love you truly
be whole
not alone
but together
with trusting love

i let the fear go now
so i am ready

whenever i can i will show you this... i feeel different lately... like i am becomeing someone different..it took a huge shock... but it worked...i wrote the rest of my feelings on myspace....