and paying in naivety
two more finals left, and they are the easy ones. actually they have all been easy so far. why couldn't my classes have been like this all semester? i'm not even asking for easy... they were easy because i studied hard for them. but i also studied hard all semester and i am somewhere in the C range for all of them. i feel a strong urge to exact bloody revenge on my physiology teacher. i wish i'd thought of livejournal weeks and months ago when my every waking thought centered around her destruction. but i don't feel like getting into that now.
it appears i am terrified of boys once again? suddenly there are a mass of boys trying to get in my pants. i don't know why, nothing has changed. i have to assume that anyone interested in me is mentally unbalanced, and perhaps that is why i am terrified of boys. that doesn't make sense, i am attracted to mentally unbalanced boys. eh.
new york city? i spent a few hours looking at hostels and bus rides yesterday while i was supposed to be studying for embryology. it seems like it would be doable if we packed light enough that we could carry our things with us all day and not have to drop them off at a room. i don't see why not. alls we need is maybe one change of clothes and boooze. i had a moment of false enlightenment when i realized that i'm of age now, and therefore could drink at bars instead of lugging a handle of progressively decreasing weight around the city. then i remembered about drink prices in new york city and shuddered. the rooms look like they will be around $40 per person per night, or maybe as cheap as $25 if we use hotwire. it's a busy busy season.
i still don't know what to do for new years. my ideal night i think would involve snuggling with a cute boy and/or going on crazy adventures just the two of us. this plan is slightly hindered by the fact that i am terrified of boys [see above]. more likely it will be me and those people i call friends getting drunk in a basement somewhere. i for one will be in fancy dress.
things should would be simpler if i were capable of writing consistent short entries rather than sporadic novels, ne?
it appears i am terrified of boys once again? suddenly there are a mass of boys trying to get in my pants. i don't know why, nothing has changed. i have to assume that anyone interested in me is mentally unbalanced, and perhaps that is why i am terrified of boys. that doesn't make sense, i am attracted to mentally unbalanced boys. eh.
new york city? i spent a few hours looking at hostels and bus rides yesterday while i was supposed to be studying for embryology. it seems like it would be doable if we packed light enough that we could carry our things with us all day and not have to drop them off at a room. i don't see why not. alls we need is maybe one change of clothes and boooze. i had a moment of false enlightenment when i realized that i'm of age now, and therefore could drink at bars instead of lugging a handle of progressively decreasing weight around the city. then i remembered about drink prices in new york city and shuddered. the rooms look like they will be around $40 per person per night, or maybe as cheap as $25 if we use hotwire. it's a busy busy season.
i still don't know what to do for new years. my ideal night i think would involve snuggling with a cute boy and/or going on crazy adventures just the two of us. this plan is slightly hindered by the fact that i am terrified of boys [see above]. more likely it will be me and those people i call friends getting drunk in a basement somewhere. i for one will be in fancy dress.
things should would be simpler if i were capable of writing consistent short entries rather than sporadic novels, ne?