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May 14, 2004 23:01

oh well, how do you know where ur at in life...?

go to one of these auctions, and you'll know right away..
dude i felt so stupid, and in the wrong place tonight, dude these people are so fuckin rich, man u see em you know it,
they have clothes dude...and they spend 5,000 on braclets an stuff, god then u know why the hell u wanna be a doctor or an attorney, dude they rich... i dunno it was weird, u know excactly u dont fit in there...meh an it makes u fell bad...
but oh well, i hoped it would be fun, cuz the only reason i went there was to see my hostdad do the auctioning, but yeah those people weren't workin with him at all, he had to push em to buy stuff an they didnt understand his jokes at all, what a blah-growed, yeah didnt make it anybetter, an then u pay 50 bucks for some food, thats as much as an appetizer, dude waste of good money,
yeah i dunno i feel like crap today, maybe cuz im still sick an my throat is killin me, it wont shut up (coughin) an whenever i cough my head hurts like a bitch, meh it sucks, but i dont wanna sound like a big baby..., an then my hostdad drives like an idiot, i mean he does that all the time,but today it pissed me off, meh i dunno, i just wanna get it out of my system, an be happy, an healthy again...
why do i have to be so freakin bipolar sometimes, i dont like it...
yeah well, we all have our ups an downs, an im in my down right now,

ANYBODY GOT A LADDER TO PULL ME OUT ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

yeah oh well, enough complaining, an talkin about me beein sick, im probably gettin annoyin by now anyways,
yo thats it then, byes
luv ya all

P.S. jess i really liked what u wrote in my yearbook, made me feel better today...thx
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