And so it goes...
Cj and I broke up this morning. Meh and Meh.
It needed to happen.
We communicate in totally different ways and I just can't handle feeling like I'm doing a 20/20 interview every time I sit down for a casual chat. I wanted to be open with him, but I can't be open with someone who can't let me talk and process without needing to recommend things that I already know about...I just need some time to decide.
And I don't know what it is, but I physically and emotionally MISS WOMEN. Apparently I'm far more queer ideologically than I am sexually when it comes to FTMs. In no way did I think it was going to be "sorta like dating a woman," but I also didn't think it would be this much of a stretch for me as far as physical attraction goes.
Meh. Too many thinky things in my head.
It needed to happen.
We communicate in totally different ways and I just can't handle feeling like I'm doing a 20/20 interview every time I sit down for a casual chat. I wanted to be open with him, but I can't be open with someone who can't let me talk and process without needing to recommend things that I already know about...I just need some time to decide.
And I don't know what it is, but I physically and emotionally MISS WOMEN. Apparently I'm far more queer ideologically than I am sexually when it comes to FTMs. In no way did I think it was going to be "sorta like dating a woman," but I also didn't think it would be this much of a stretch for me as far as physical attraction goes.
Meh. Too many thinky things in my head.