It has been a while
Figured I would start this up again. Needed a little more space for me.
Had two pieces of bad news last night. My mother is in the hospital with double pneumonia and a cousin of mine committed suicide.
My mother sounded like she was doing much better on the phone but she really does seem to have started down the last mile. Her health problems keep getting worse and worse. My life will be much easier once she gone but I wonder what I will be missing not having fully forgiven her. The anger just sits there like a ball of knots and I can't figure out where to start unraveling it. It's quite possible that I never will.
One of my many drug addicted cousins committed suicide last week. The best that I can gather is that she got into a fight with her boyfriend and then hung herself. I am sad that she is gone but the only surprise that she was the first of them to pass. She always treated me well but I am sure her kids suffered. Fairwell Lia.
Rodney
Had two pieces of bad news last night. My mother is in the hospital with double pneumonia and a cousin of mine committed suicide.
My mother sounded like she was doing much better on the phone but she really does seem to have started down the last mile. Her health problems keep getting worse and worse. My life will be much easier once she gone but I wonder what I will be missing not having fully forgiven her. The anger just sits there like a ball of knots and I can't figure out where to start unraveling it. It's quite possible that I never will.
One of my many drug addicted cousins committed suicide last week. The best that I can gather is that she got into a fight with her boyfriend and then hung herself. I am sad that she is gone but the only surprise that she was the first of them to pass. She always treated me well but I am sure her kids suffered. Fairwell Lia.
Rodney