Jul 05, 2007 01:09
when I need to really organize things I make lists. so.
things I miss right now:
-my RING/necklace
-buck's rock
-sara, already! and she was just here!
-MDers!/school (though...the work? not so much)/1st semester especially and its newness/general awesomeness
-art things
-singing stuff
-basically, things the way they were...in some senses. idk.
-not living a half hour away from everything/everyone
-Alex, who I haven't seen since spring break (and even then, only for a few hours) (and the rest of my friends, of course.)
-that person (vague, yes. sorry.)
-you! :) haha
yeahhh. I wasn't gonna actually post this but I guess I will. I don't really feel like explaining all of those things right now, though. sorry. Some things I feel like I miss, even if I've never had them before. is that even possible? (ok, I was just going to write "Can you miss something you've never had?" but typing that general question to nobody in particular reminded me too much of Sex and the City. haha I've been watching too much tv, clearly.) I guess it isn't so much missing something, then, because how can you miss something you haven't experienced? More...just wanting it? idk. I guess it's more feeling like that something, whatever it is (however big or small) is missing. I think that's it. Because I think there's a difference between missing something you already know and feeling like something's missing. maybe? I'm kinda rambling now. Sorry if this doesn't make sense to anyone else, haha
so. onto other things. today was july 4th. I didn't really do anything independence day-ish at all. I hung out with sara and hannah in the morning, worked for a few hours, ate Indian food (which is expensive but always delicious. and quite patriotic, no?), and went to see Sicko, which I really liked. although it was a waste of $10.25 (yes. I'm almost positive that's the most I've ever spent on a movie ticket. ughh), not because the movie wasn't good, but because we went to such a late movie that they weren't really strict about ticket-taking and never checked our tickets. oh well. seeing something like that puts things in perspective, though. Like, I just read over my stupid list and I feel like like I'm just complaining about things that obviously don't matter much. but I needed to vent. I'm glad that's all I have to complain about.
So not really any 4th-celebrations or anything. Which I guess was fine. Kinda would've liked to see fireworks, but it was raining and we weren't sure if we'd be able to. And it was really nice to hang out with friends, of course. At least we bbqed yesterday. Oh, but I saw, like, one firework on the way to the theater. happy 4th, I guess.
ughh this is weird. I was in such a good mood coming home, and I was listening to good, happy music (ha), and then started looking at pictures that made me really nostalgic. and now I'm in a weird mood and missing all of these things/people. hmm
anyway. I guess I'll go read harry potter a little. I'm getting close to finishing it. finally! It's getting really good!
I should sleep, but whatever.
work tmw, hamptons this weekend! should be nice :)
nite all