Mar 01, 2008 21:19
i will never understand ppl.
i'm starting to loose the will to try.
all they wanna talk about are clothes,cars,vacations(money,money,money) or the fact how some ppl don't have clothes,cara,vacations(money,money,money)
or they get it in their heads that if they're thin and wearing colorful childish clothes that they are optimistic and happy.
and if they' spend their lives ignoring problems that can not be resolved with money that they are so lively and perfect.
and of course if you don't spend your life beliving you're the greatest and smartest person around(or your friends),you're an idiot.
so,why am i such a lonely idiot?
isn't there anyone else who doesn't overestimate themselves,whose happiness comes from inside(no matter how rare that happens)
whose will to understand others and smile never abates?
there must be someone...
i'm getting so tired and cold.
i don't want to belive that 'their' behaviour is normal and the only way to live is to pretend just like'them'.
i don't want to pretend.