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Entries after entries of saying of the terrible build-up to the A levels, here it is.
Well... the most pressing objective was NOT solved. sigh, my inept tendency of not handling maths well under pressure simply shone like the brightest star. I dont hate maths, I love the subject to be honest but lack of a good grounding and simple fear of not handling it under exam conditions led to such a horrible result. But maybe it is my ability and the fact that I suck at maths again ._.
Well for the other 2, it was pretty much A and a B, I would have preferred both to be A but well with that huge mark over it. Nothing much actually matters really, I would have been willing to go down over and settled for a BCC rather then getting an ABO.
What's left now? Everyone said that I should try to aim low and try to cram in well I be glad if I can get myself a slot in either university. Grudge prohibited for fools. My ends are too short to reach the destination for now.
Well... the most pressing objective was NOT solved. sigh, my inept tendency of not handling maths well under pressure simply shone like the brightest star. I dont hate maths, I love the subject to be honest but lack of a good grounding and simple fear of not handling it under exam conditions led to such a horrible result. But maybe it is my ability and the fact that I suck at maths again ._.
Well for the other 2, it was pretty much A and a B, I would have preferred both to be A but well with that huge mark over it. Nothing much actually matters really, I would have been willing to go down over and settled for a BCC rather then getting an ABO.
What's left now? Everyone said that I should try to aim low and try to cram in well I be glad if I can get myself a slot in either university. Grudge prohibited for fools. My ends are too short to reach the destination for now.