day from hell

Oct 03, 2008 08:15

yesterday blew.

Like, if ever I thought the world was ending, yesterday would have been it.

Still haven't heard on whether Eric got the promotion.

I may have an ovarian cyst again...don't want to even fathom that possibility.

My dog is probably dying.

He had been throwing up for two days, couldn't keep anything down, so we made an appt with the vet that was supposed to be for today. Well 30 minutes later he starts shitting blood. I don't mean there was poo and blood, I mean all that came out of his ass was blood. So we call the vet again, get an emergency appointment for 15 minutes later. We take him there, and he looks horrible. My dog has never been sick. He looked horrible, I never want to see a look like that on an animal again. I'm ok with humans, animals I can't handle. The doctor talks to us, blah blah, well then he needs to do an examination of Gizmo's GI tract. When he had finished the exam he took his finger out from Gizzy's butt and I swear an 1/8 cup of blood came spurting out. Thats a lot of blood for a small puppy that weighs 10lbs and hasn't had any fluid intake for the last 2 days. He's at the vets now, and will be for at least the next 3 days. They're doing a CBC, Xrays, everything. I just feel so hopeless and lost. I miss my puppy.

It was also the Day of my TEAS test. The test that determines whether I get to apply to the nursing program.

I really haven't slept well the past week, possibly even longer.

I'm am seriously depressed. I haven't been this low for about a year now. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
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