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feel shit. got up late when i should have been doing essay and feel crap cos my closest and only true friend doesn't want to know how i feel and stuff, doesn't want me talking to her any more. its like she doesn't want to really know me, its like she doesn't care about me. she says its cos shes going through stuff and can't cope with it any more but i see her care so much about her friend tammy (the girl who completley lied to me and treated me like shit which doesn't help) and alice. its like i feel completely rejected, i've been dicarded, like no one cares and i haven't even done anything wrong. i feel like emily and tammy haven't appreciated anything i have done for them, that it hasn't mattered, ,that i'm insignificant and worthless. no one wants to hear anything i have to say.