can't express..

[schilly31]

My father asked me if i was 18 yet today... i can't begin to explain... rar...
It took me over the edge.
like.... I honestly can't express.... it put me past the point of logical thinking,
I just... can't imagine...

I don't know...
I can't think... I'm losing my freakin mind!!!!
It's a good thing i do a good job of not showing pain... or anger...
otherwise.... we'd be in trouble.........