I'm sorry everyone....
I fogot I'm the only one who doesn't have parents...
Most people have family that at least care whether you're dead or alive...
it's always a wake up call for me to go to my parents house.
Today both my brother and sister were there... so all 5 of us were there...
It's a big wake up call to realize your not welcome in your own family.
Obviously i'm the one that screwed up.. not them.
I told them that i didn't even feel welcome with them
but they didn't even care...
you know what I hate? People that don't tell the truth in order to protect you....
Can you all do me a BIG favor... STOP LIEING TO ME. I'm not perfect. I don't do most things right. I don't treat people correctly.. I don't even live a good a christian life. SO STOP LIEING! stop telling me everything is all right. Stop pretending like I'm important to you if i'm not. Stop acting like you give a crap if i was here or not. Stop refraining from telling me what people are saying about me. And most of all... If you don't care... get the hell out of my life. I already have enough people in my life that don't care about me... i don't need more.
Don't pretend like i'm somebody to you if i'm not....
Screw ups don't deserve to get treated like everythings ok... don't pretend to treat me like everythings ok...
Most people have family that at least care whether you're dead or alive...
it's always a wake up call for me to go to my parents house.
Today both my brother and sister were there... so all 5 of us were there...
It's a big wake up call to realize your not welcome in your own family.
Obviously i'm the one that screwed up.. not them.
I told them that i didn't even feel welcome with them
but they didn't even care...
you know what I hate? People that don't tell the truth in order to protect you....
Can you all do me a BIG favor... STOP LIEING TO ME. I'm not perfect. I don't do most things right. I don't treat people correctly.. I don't even live a good a christian life. SO STOP LIEING! stop telling me everything is all right. Stop pretending like I'm important to you if i'm not. Stop acting like you give a crap if i was here or not. Stop refraining from telling me what people are saying about me. And most of all... If you don't care... get the hell out of my life. I already have enough people in my life that don't care about me... i don't need more.
Don't pretend like i'm somebody to you if i'm not....
Screw ups don't deserve to get treated like everythings ok... don't pretend to treat me like everythings ok...