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I've been eating amazing over here. Amazing to the point to I can predict my bowel movements. I don't know why I'm impressed about that, but I am.
So I just ate a Brazil Nut, my fffavvorite, and I remembered how my grandpa told me one Christmas how they used to call them "nigger toes." Awful. He laughed at it, showing that he knew how awful it was. But I wonder now, was he drunk when he told this to me. My grandparents (on one side) never drank until maybe 4-5 years ago. And then they only began drinking red wine because they read it was good for geriatric health. So this explains why my grandma puts ice cubes in her wine, but does it also explain why my grandpa told me this fact from history? I only can chuckle at the idea that it is possible.
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I've only been gone a week and half, but I feel completely distant from everyone that was a part of my before ADF. I've been through so many hours of dancing, auditions, callbacks, information sessions, performances, and throwing parties, that it has probably totaled what two months were in my life. So I'm missing everyone immensely.
I feel so out of the loop, and I wonder why no one has called me to see how things are going. Then I put things in perspective and realize that 1) I've only been gone for a week and a half, and 2) no one did that to begin with. So I'm probably going to give people a "hey how are you doing" call soon. I've never done this other than in a relationship, so I have no idea how it will go or if people will even have the patience for it.
I guess I'm kind of like a man when I call someone because I like to get to the point and then go. Do people like talking about nothing that is just catching up? I don't know.
So I just ate a Brazil Nut, my fffavvorite, and I remembered how my grandpa told me one Christmas how they used to call them "nigger toes." Awful. He laughed at it, showing that he knew how awful it was. But I wonder now, was he drunk when he told this to me. My grandparents (on one side) never drank until maybe 4-5 years ago. And then they only began drinking red wine because they read it was good for geriatric health. So this explains why my grandma puts ice cubes in her wine, but does it also explain why my grandpa told me this fact from history? I only can chuckle at the idea that it is possible.
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I've only been gone a week and half, but I feel completely distant from everyone that was a part of my before ADF. I've been through so many hours of dancing, auditions, callbacks, information sessions, performances, and throwing parties, that it has probably totaled what two months were in my life. So I'm missing everyone immensely.
I feel so out of the loop, and I wonder why no one has called me to see how things are going. Then I put things in perspective and realize that 1) I've only been gone for a week and a half, and 2) no one did that to begin with. So I'm probably going to give people a "hey how are you doing" call soon. I've never done this other than in a relationship, so I have no idea how it will go or if people will even have the patience for it.
I guess I'm kind of like a man when I call someone because I like to get to the point and then go. Do people like talking about nothing that is just catching up? I don't know.