(no subject)
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me b.r.e.a.t.h.l.e.s.s.
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say
This song is so amazingly perfect. It's so accurate. I'm in over my head, I can feel it. I feel like I’m just asking to get hurt, almost awaiting it; because I’m nearly positive that it will happen. For once I let my guard down. I've never done that before and I knew it was the wrong thing to do. Well maybe not the wrong thing, but not the most logical thing. I couldn't help it though. It's a feeling I've never known before, leaving yourself wide open to someone. Almost as though they have complete control over your emotions. I can't describe it. I'm moving too fast, second guessing every move made, scared out of my mind, this complete rush of everything that I didn't know could exist all at once. This is what I want, I know it is. But I'm always questioning if it's what he wants. The last thing I want to do is get him involved into something he doesn't want to be a part of. I can't stand it. I question, doubt, re-question absolutely everything...only because I've completely surrendered myself to him...and I'm not sure he has any idea.
[everyone knows i'm in, over my head, with eight seconds left in overtime, he's on your mind]