Chad's
Was pretty lazy most of the day, but tired to get some things taken care of. Chad decided to throw a little party at his house tonight, so Aimee, Batch and I headed up there and met up with some of Chad's friends. It was fun to just go up there and hang out for the evening, just talking and laughing with others. It reminded me a lot of Idaho... and all the evenings with nothing to do and yet we would end up having a blast just hanging out with each other in someone's apartment or somewhere else.
I got an email back from Allison today. She told me that I have to come back out there... I'm so torn... I need to find a way to make this Idaho thing work out! I'm supposed to register for classes on Monday!
Do I give up everything here for a "new" start in Idaho? I would get out of school sooner in Idaho and probably be more focused, but I give up all the jobs here, all the friends, all the connections. I'm so confused! Bouse was talking about getting out of the state the other day - going to Oregon, Washington, Wyoming or something and that just reminded me of how much I want to get out of here. I wish I had the money to not have to worry about these things... Anyone have any donations to give me? Maybe it's time to finally sit down and do the math I've been talking about doing for months to see if I could afford to live out there... I also wonder if I could defer my admission for a semester... although I hate to do that after going through all the work to get in... I guess that's better than going through all the work and then not going at all... In another semester I could save up a lot more money to maybe make it through...
I got an email back from Allison today. She told me that I have to come back out there... I'm so torn... I need to find a way to make this Idaho thing work out! I'm supposed to register for classes on Monday!
Do I give up everything here for a "new" start in Idaho? I would get out of school sooner in Idaho and probably be more focused, but I give up all the jobs here, all the friends, all the connections. I'm so confused! Bouse was talking about getting out of the state the other day - going to Oregon, Washington, Wyoming or something and that just reminded me of how much I want to get out of here. I wish I had the money to not have to worry about these things... Anyone have any donations to give me? Maybe it's time to finally sit down and do the math I've been talking about doing for months to see if I could afford to live out there... I also wonder if I could defer my admission for a semester... although I hate to do that after going through all the work to get in... I guess that's better than going through all the work and then not going at all... In another semester I could save up a lot more money to maybe make it through...