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I owe the state $6.
The Feds owe me $101.
This sucks.
And I got the bill for Mahwah's last vet visit for $145.
That on top of the fact that I am currently in the midst of a depression I can't shake, don't know what the cause is, and can only imagine how long it may last. I haven't eaten anything today and when Dave and I went to get dinner it only got worse. So I told him that I didn't want to eat, that I wanted to go home and that he could go to his home so that he didn't worry about what to eat. He felt bad for leaving, but I was pretty insisting.
He's gone. I'm cold. And I feel like crying... more. I'm going to bed and hope that I can start over again tomorrow. I told Dave that I may not want to see him tomorrow either depending on how I feel - I told him that there is no use in coming over if I feel like this. It's just a waste of time. *shrugs*
C'est la vie... night night.
The Feds owe me $101.
This sucks.
And I got the bill for Mahwah's last vet visit for $145.
That on top of the fact that I am currently in the midst of a depression I can't shake, don't know what the cause is, and can only imagine how long it may last. I haven't eaten anything today and when Dave and I went to get dinner it only got worse. So I told him that I didn't want to eat, that I wanted to go home and that he could go to his home so that he didn't worry about what to eat. He felt bad for leaving, but I was pretty insisting.
He's gone. I'm cold. And I feel like crying... more. I'm going to bed and hope that I can start over again tomorrow. I told Dave that I may not want to see him tomorrow either depending on how I feel - I told him that there is no use in coming over if I feel like this. It's just a waste of time. *shrugs*
C'est la vie... night night.