May 08, 2002 21:27
I got my sheet to fit on my bed. I am stubborn as hell. I can do anything. That was a moment of conquering satisfaction, as I have the numerous bruises spread all over my body to show for it. These sorts of things fuel me with an energy that pulls at me from behind. I may even venture to say that grief has been one of my most valued experiences, the "gift" that keeps "giving," if I may have the sick liberty to say. The euphoria of polarity... the paradox of Christianity... the terrible beauty of life. But I would walk a thousand miles if I could just see you tonight.