So long farewell...
So today is the new beginning of a beautiful life and start...I just realized that I have closed an old chapter in my life and began a new one...I decided today would be the day that I disposed of pictures, letters, shot glasses, dream catchers, post cards, and even memories and burned them. I watched as each picture and memorie went up in flames and found myself feeling a lot better. I will no longer have to fear you or your face, because its gone and erased from my mind and my heart. You fall inlove for the first time only once and usually it either makes or breaks a person. Well this first love, truely broke me into pieces and for a long time I wasn't myself and I wasn't really sure how I would get back to where I was, but I have. I am happy with my life and the person I am becoming. They are all gone, the memories. Everything that You ever were to me, it is all gone now, your face, your hair, your eyes, its as if You were never apart of me, and thats ok with me. Its ok that I was hurt and I was taken for a fool, but You were the one thing I learned from and that is all I will ever thank you for. Goodbye to you now and forever...