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What a crazy-ass day! Let's see... I started out with just the right amount of sleep to leave me less than functional, to say the least. Got to work and yes, it was just "one of those days". Left work early, which left me with a final written warning for my attendance. But, in all honesty, with that job I'm to the point where I really don't care if I get fired, but I don't really want to push my luck anymore than I already have. I know people around that office have pulled a lot of strings for me, but so many things have come up in the recent weeks that have caused me to miss work for one reason or another. Hence, my attendance issues. There isn't really much I can do about it now, other than just watch my shit for the next 90 days. I'm trying to get on at Comcast, so we'll see how that goes. Basically, I just need something part-time. It's really hard to handle the stresses of both a full-time job AND school (which includes homework, mid-terms, finals, etc.). I just feel like I'm really stretching myself thin and I don't know what the fuck to do. I even went so far today as to submit my two weeks notice of resignation from my position at EarthLink. After comtemplating it for few hours AFTER the fact, I realize how fucking dumb that was and I'm hoping and praying that with the help of my boss (who doesn't want me to leave) that I can turn this all around and buck up and just deal. I dunno, I just kinda feel like I've bitten off more than I can chew when it comes to my responsibilities and committments. I know that I'm the only one that can do something about all of this, so...it's all a matter of time before shit will fall into place.
All in all, I'm just really grateful to have Al in my life to help me out through all of this. He really helps to bring me back down to Earth and realize what the fuck is going on. He makes me understand different sides of things. So, thank you so very much, baby! *muah* <3
I have so much fucking homework to do. I'm so tired. I need to sleep. I need to find my cat because he got out earlier this evening (he's an indoor cat) and I haven't seen him for about a half hour. Little bastard.
So, for now, good night.
All in all, I'm just really grateful to have Al in my life to help me out through all of this. He really helps to bring me back down to Earth and realize what the fuck is going on. He makes me understand different sides of things. So, thank you so very much, baby! *muah* <3
I have so much fucking homework to do. I'm so tired. I need to sleep. I need to find my cat because he got out earlier this evening (he's an indoor cat) and I haven't seen him for about a half hour. Little bastard.
So, for now, good night.