Sep 14, 2003 11:40
I had a dream last night. A dream that someone (whose friendship I cherish VERY much) had decided to basically give up on me because he found out that I had been hiding some things from him. Ok, let me elaborate. I'm not hiding shit. There are just some things that are better left unsaid (or better left as a locked entry in my journal). This person knows who he is and I love you with all my heart, but just because I know you are reading my journal, it has made me a little more skeptical about what I post on here for the world to see. So, once again, I think I need to post the little disclaimer that I came up with when this thing started...
Ok, here's the deal. This is MY journal to write about whatever the fuck I want to. It may make me out to seem like a totally different person from what most people know, but oh, well. This is me. True and honest. By reading this, you'll probably learn some things about me that maybe you already know, some you don't, and others you don't want to know. That's the risk you take by reading this. Do you really want to tarnish any nice thought you might have ever had of me? Be my guest... But, in all honesty, reader beware.
So, I'm sorry if I've misled you in anyway. If this fucks up our friendship once and for all, please know that I'm really sorry and that I love you and value your friendship, but I just don't want to hurt you. You're up there, I'm down here, and I'm living my life the way I want to live it. I don't want to NOT post certain pics or write about certain people on here because you might get upset. This is my space, my life, and my journal. I shouldn't have to cater to anyone elses feelings in here, except my own.
So, I guess that takes care of my confession session for the day... *sigh* I feel like shit now. :-(