Mar 21, 2004 23:04
I don't know how I feel tonight, so I'm not going to describe it.
I went to the Eastwood mall today and got shoes for my dress. Damn they are hot. 3" heels just like the lady at the dress shop said. My dad even couldn't believe it when he saw them, he immediately asked about them when he saw me wearing them, they're very cool. Prom is only two months away and there's all this planning shit to do and I don't feel like doing it. I just want to sit here wearing my new shoes.
You know how you start getting impulses to be sad. Well that's just the worst and the stupidest on my part. The nice thing though, is that I have a few friends, and I mean the really close friends, that I can depend on. I try to think of that when I get stressed out about things. I've been good lately with just being happy and not moping. I don't want to stop this trend so for all of you out there keep this in mind, I'm trying to be chipper. I'm happy in general just not always showing it, but this is my attempt.
People are cruel. They really are. Lately I've realized how vicious our little town really is. Run, don't walk, out of here if at all possible. Take me with you.