Mar 04, 2004 22:40
I'm listening to the old school (well, not quite old school I guess) ghetto late 90's music that I thought was just the best shizzle in 3-5 grades. I used to turn on the radio and record it with cassette tapes. lol. Now, I despise radio music, and I burn CDs like everyone else.
Today, walked around the gym for 15 mins. for the second half of my first makeup day (I have to go like 8 more times :( ), went out to lunch/dinner/whatever with my grandma and mom, slept until 9 friggin 30. I wasted my entire afternoon sleeping. I could have done so much...geez. I won't sleep that long again.
Pretty much the day was good. But I realized today that I don't talk to Katie that much anymore. It's sad. I also realized my little circle of friends that I have will be slowly changing over my next couple years here. The Latin days are over, I have to face that. The TAGS days are over too, basically. We don't get along, and we're always in bad moods. Gossip is a horrible thing, I hate when I'm a part of it and I regret it every time I let myself slip into it. Initially I had high hopes for this summer but now I don't. I'm just going to take things as they come.
I've been talking to Catilyn and Danny more and been around them when we all hang out and stuff and it's strange to associate with girls, lol. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad about it. But I know things are changing cause I'm usually around all the guys.
I'm just saying what I see. I don't want us to split up. The 2nd semester of Latin 1 was the best time ever, and I'll always think of it that way, I'll always be glad I took the class and that I met the people there. The 7 of us were a kick ass group. But that was two years ago now. Knowing that when I leave this place, I have to leave the good as well as the bad, that's hard. I'm really sad about this...I have to stop talking about it.
I have some stuff to do before I go to bed so I better get on it, as it's 11:10 right now.