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so, we're dating, for those of you that care. we have been for about two weeks officially now. we've been seeing one another regularly for quite a bit longer.
today at work, though, he sends me a text message: "Honestly have you been seeing or sleeping or hanging out with another guy besides me? it doesnt matter just wondering." is it wrong that this bothers me? first and foremost, i have not been doing any of the things that he asked me. but i refused to answer. mainly because he asked me via text. when i didn't answer he responded with: "it doesn't matter...and if you dont want to tell me thats ok."
these questions really hurt. i know that we're not together or anything. but the fact that he asked me. i knew as soon as he asked me where he got the idea. he works with the boy friend of one of my co-workers. they like to gossip. a lot. and spread rumors. i called him after work and asked him why he asked me those things and he said he couldnt talk about it where he was at and proceeded to tell me that one of my co-workers likes to talk, and he texted me because it was the fastest way he could get an answer so he didn't worry about it all night. i want(ed) to pick him up at the houseparty he is at right now so we could talk, so i could tell him how much i care about him, and that i wouldn't do anything to hurt him. and that he could ask me anything he ever wants to know and i will answer truthfully, but they dragged him out on the boat. and by dragged he said he would call me after he left because he was going on the boat. i'm so upset right now. not even at him. at my co-worker. i want to know why he said what he said.
maybe i'm taking what he have too seriously. we are not together. we only spend every free moment we have together. maybe that is the unhealthy thing. we need some time apart. i actually know this to be true. some space would help us. help us appreciate each other more. i don't know.
i don't know
today at work, though, he sends me a text message: "Honestly have you been seeing or sleeping or hanging out with another guy besides me? it doesnt matter just wondering." is it wrong that this bothers me? first and foremost, i have not been doing any of the things that he asked me. but i refused to answer. mainly because he asked me via text. when i didn't answer he responded with: "it doesn't matter...and if you dont want to tell me thats ok."
these questions really hurt. i know that we're not together or anything. but the fact that he asked me. i knew as soon as he asked me where he got the idea. he works with the boy friend of one of my co-workers. they like to gossip. a lot. and spread rumors. i called him after work and asked him why he asked me those things and he said he couldnt talk about it where he was at and proceeded to tell me that one of my co-workers likes to talk, and he texted me because it was the fastest way he could get an answer so he didn't worry about it all night. i want(ed) to pick him up at the houseparty he is at right now so we could talk, so i could tell him how much i care about him, and that i wouldn't do anything to hurt him. and that he could ask me anything he ever wants to know and i will answer truthfully, but they dragged him out on the boat. and by dragged he said he would call me after he left because he was going on the boat. i'm so upset right now. not even at him. at my co-worker. i want to know why he said what he said.
maybe i'm taking what he have too seriously. we are not together. we only spend every free moment we have together. maybe that is the unhealthy thing. we need some time apart. i actually know this to be true. some space would help us. help us appreciate each other more. i don't know.
i don't know