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i cried for the first time in years at 6:50pm. i mean the uncontrollable, let-loose, cry. i can't begin to describe how much my heart hurts right now.
not a day goes by.
not a single day.
but you're somewhere apart of my life,
and it looks like you'll stay.
as the days go by
i keep thinking
"when does it end?
where's the day i'll have
started forgetting?"
but i just go on thinking,
and sweating, and cursing,
and crying, and turning,
and reaching, and waking,
and dying.
and no
not a day goes by.
not a blessed day.
but, you're still somehow part of my life,
and you won't go away.
so, there's hell to pay.
and untill i die,
i'll die day after day
after day after day
after day after day
after day after day
till the days go by...
till the days go by...
till the days go by...
till the days go by...
not a day goes by.
not a single day.
but you're somewhere apart of my life,
and it looks like you'll stay.
as the days go by
i keep thinking
"when does it end?
where's the day i'll have
started forgetting?"
but i just go on thinking,
and sweating, and cursing,
and crying, and turning,
and reaching, and waking,
and dying.
and no
not a day goes by.
not a blessed day.
but, you're still somehow part of my life,
and you won't go away.
so, there's hell to pay.
and untill i die,
i'll die day after day
after day after day
after day after day
after day after day
till the days go by...
till the days go by...
till the days go by...
till the days go by...