berlin - is it good, or is it whack? violence and amity

[scharnweber]

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Re: that thing

[scharnweber]

well i grew up right outside dc, which is, due much to its position as the seat of an ever-shifting u.s. government, also a city of transients. kids don't really let that kind of thing run their lives and i don't think it had too much of an effect on the way i or my peers made friends - though every year, one of your friends would invariably move away, and you'd meet new people, this didn't mean you'd devote yourself any less to the friends you had. at this point, maybe people are a little more fragile, i don't really know. i haven't seen anyone sabotage their own friendships but i don't doubt that it happens.. whether this would be less painful than just saying goodbye and hoping to see the person again probably varies wildly among individuals. if i am secretly trying to sabotage my relationships with people, it is completely unbeknownst to me and consciously seems like a very roundabout and silly way to do things. like i said i have been worried for a few months about whether some of the people i think of as my friends have a basically different relationship to me, be it casual acquaintance, roommate, whatever. i was slowly finding this out to be the case, which is not a fun process, and not the kind of thing you can accelerate by saying "look, are we friends or not" because you never will have an honest discussion about it given that pretense. mostly it is this uncertainty that bothers me.
the rest of it... i asked them to leave as soon as they started screaming at sarah (they hadn't been screaming at me, just heckling me). they refused and started screaming at me, which is when the the girl poured beer on me outside, on the sidewalk, not in your store and nowhere near the equipment, art, wares. amazed you didn't hear or see it and that no one told you about it. you're right, i didn't think that people would bring her into the gallery the way she was acting, but that was pretty short-sighted. so, i'm sorry it happened outside of your store. i honestly didn't think about the possibility that she might go on a rampage smearing herself on your stuff. guess you didn't kick her out after all, eh? i thought maybe you had.
no offense, but i don't think that the reason people stood by and watched all this happen without saying a word or interfering is because they were concerned for your store, nor do i believe that that's why i caught shit for it afterwards.. but maybe i'm still delusional.

how full of shit can one person be?

[scharnweber]

meg again. this isn't something that "happened" outside of my store - this is something that you did. why can't you just come out and apologize directly? the fact that you are still creeping around the subject tells me that you realize what you did was completely fucked up but are too much of a coward to actually admit it. gtrow the fuck up

Re: how full of shit can one person be?

[scharnweber]

hey meg,
how about how much time does one person have to sit around and psycho-analyze others to death....yes something happened that night,i was assaulted by someone and no one defended me.then i tried to defend my self in a non violent fasion and all i hear from you is "oh my god. my curtains, my rug! now kids stop fighting!".
how old are you? 45? maybe i need to grow up,but you need to stop acting like everyones fucking mom...

Re: how full of shit can one person be?

[scharnweber]

i have taken your stupid cloud box down and put it outside of the store so you had better come pick it up before it gets rained on, or a dog decides to pee on it. oops, too late.