Stressssed

[schalaislost]

I'm too stressed out about going back to Japan and working to write anything right now. There's so much to do, I don't know how much this company will help me get settled in Japan and I'm worried about that, I don't know how overworked I'll become, I don't know if I can survive to my first paycheck and continue surviving afterwards, I don't know if I'll ever stop being poor, I don't know what it'll be like living there and working as an assistant language teacher.

I don't know what I'm doing at all basically. I've been extremely stressed out not knowing.

So I don't know when I'll finish this book at the moment.

Damn.