the secret to beautiful
when i close my eyes, when my lungs are open wide. inside the longing never ends. i want you to stay here with me. on the couch, in the house, in front of the light, under the stars, in front of the cars, around the fire. i buried the thoughts and tried not to notice. i felt so healthy and talked for so long. when i cant stand everyone, theres no reason to worry. what i always think i need is always a step and a half ahead of me. the secret is anything to keep me occupied without a reason to think about anything else.