New Years 2005
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First of all I want to appolegise for my actions and behavior last night. I drank far more than I should have and I didn't have any good friends around to hold me back. You and Lamb showed up later and by the time you were here I was long gone. I'm sorry you had to see me in such a state.
Not only that But I managed to do something that doesn't fit into my ethics. You remember that girl I was making out with? well, I ended up having sex with her that night. Right after you shut the door and locked it... *sigh* I'm beside myself for my actions once again. I used a condom (or 2) but I'm thinking that maybe I should just chop off my penis. then maybe I'll be able to think straight. But truthfully, from now on I need to control my drinking and I'm only drinking with close friends who I know very well. Happy New Year you fuckin whore, Paul!
On the lighter side, thank you all so much for coming. Although I wasn't completely there I appreciate you coming last night more than it may have seemed. I had a great time and I hope it turned out better for everyone else than it did for me.
Anyway, Love you tons and thanks again for coming. ttfn
Paul
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I can't wiat for hiromi to get back. I met her a few weeks back at shin's dinner party. She's super cool. I'd like to be a one woman man for a while. I think it will do me good. I've been partying too hard lately and Hiromi seems pretty calm as far as partying goes. She doesn't get back until Jan 14th. The day before my birthday. So long and yet its cool cuase she'll be her for my birthday. I'm so happy! so I think hiromi and I will be good for eachother. With us luck.
First of all I want to appolegise for my actions and behavior last night. I drank far more than I should have and I didn't have any good friends around to hold me back. You and Lamb showed up later and by the time you were here I was long gone. I'm sorry you had to see me in such a state.
Not only that But I managed to do something that doesn't fit into my ethics. You remember that girl I was making out with? well, I ended up having sex with her that night. Right after you shut the door and locked it... *sigh* I'm beside myself for my actions once again. I used a condom (or 2) but I'm thinking that maybe I should just chop off my penis. then maybe I'll be able to think straight. But truthfully, from now on I need to control my drinking and I'm only drinking with close friends who I know very well. Happy New Year you fuckin whore, Paul!
On the lighter side, thank you all so much for coming. Although I wasn't completely there I appreciate you coming last night more than it may have seemed. I had a great time and I hope it turned out better for everyone else than it did for me.
Anyway, Love you tons and thanks again for coming. ttfn
Paul
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I can't wiat for hiromi to get back. I met her a few weeks back at shin's dinner party. She's super cool. I'd like to be a one woman man for a while. I think it will do me good. I've been partying too hard lately and Hiromi seems pretty calm as far as partying goes. She doesn't get back until Jan 14th. The day before my birthday. So long and yet its cool cuase she'll be her for my birthday. I'm so happy! so I think hiromi and I will be good for eachother. With us luck.