Japanese woman craze
Haven't heard from Aiko in forever. Last she told me she was driving around with Takuma. And I don't like Takuma cause I know he likes Aiko. That was about a month ago. I've sent her about 3 emails in that time. not a lot. actually, the reason I thought about posting it is cause she loged on last night (or a few nights ago) and said hi, long time no see, i'm bussy, see you later. so yeah... I was like... Fuck that noise.
So I saw Hiroko last night That was fun. I told her about Aiko and I think she just wanted me more after that. lol joke ne. (in japanese, the "word" or "sound" ne is equivilent to english huh. Though, it has more meaning, I just don't know how to explain it... so anyway). We had a great time together talkin for hours and getting tea. hehe. She's so cute. And then out of nowhere we started talking about sex and etc... That just turned me on more, but anyway. I'm not going to get involved untill I send Aiko an email asking how she truly feels. I think it would be better for Aiko to forget about me and just have fun. She's a virgin so maybe she'll meet some nice guy who worth giving it to. (other than me. Cause we all know I'm not worth it. hehe) It would make life easyer for me too cause I wouldn't have to worry about her and she wouldn't have to worry about me and we could just be friends. Maybe something that will evolve in the furture.
The problem is that I really do want Aiko, but I can't have her so greedy Paul kicks in and says, "You need something Paul." and then I can't help myself so bah. I already made that one mistake of seeing fatso-mc-fatsy, Angela. Who, by the way, has visited me at my store twice and called me twice. But I don't think she'll ever call again.
To top off Paul's confusing girl frenzy I also met this girl named Sayaka. Now, she's not the cutest thing in the world but her voice and body are too much for me to resist. GOD... I sound like my brother. FUck you Mary Jane for turning me into this. I blame you. anyway... enough blaming.... I want all of them though, If i could only take one It would be Aiko. For the following reasons. (cause I need to convince myself.) hey, at least im honest.
- When I'm with Aiko I don't have any need or reason to pretend to be some else. Not once have I ever felt like boasting to her.
- She makes me feel so happy just hearing her voice or seeing her smile at me. I can't stand it. When I see it I just can't contain myself.
- The way she speaks english is super cute. Though, it's hard to get her to speak english.
Though, the one problem, and it is a big problem, is that our conversations were slightly lacking. so... thats not good. I guess thats what I really liked about Hiroko. we have so much in common and talked for hours and hours. We have so much to learn from eachother.
ok, Im tired of writing. later
So I saw Hiroko last night That was fun. I told her about Aiko and I think she just wanted me more after that. lol joke ne. (in japanese, the "word" or "sound" ne is equivilent to english huh. Though, it has more meaning, I just don't know how to explain it... so anyway). We had a great time together talkin for hours and getting tea. hehe. She's so cute. And then out of nowhere we started talking about sex and etc... That just turned me on more, but anyway. I'm not going to get involved untill I send Aiko an email asking how she truly feels. I think it would be better for Aiko to forget about me and just have fun. She's a virgin so maybe she'll meet some nice guy who worth giving it to. (other than me. Cause we all know I'm not worth it. hehe) It would make life easyer for me too cause I wouldn't have to worry about her and she wouldn't have to worry about me and we could just be friends. Maybe something that will evolve in the furture.
The problem is that I really do want Aiko, but I can't have her so greedy Paul kicks in and says, "You need something Paul." and then I can't help myself so bah. I already made that one mistake of seeing fatso-mc-fatsy, Angela. Who, by the way, has visited me at my store twice and called me twice. But I don't think she'll ever call again.
To top off Paul's confusing girl frenzy I also met this girl named Sayaka. Now, she's not the cutest thing in the world but her voice and body are too much for me to resist. GOD... I sound like my brother. FUck you Mary Jane for turning me into this. I blame you. anyway... enough blaming.... I want all of them though, If i could only take one It would be Aiko. For the following reasons. (cause I need to convince myself.) hey, at least im honest.
- When I'm with Aiko I don't have any need or reason to pretend to be some else. Not once have I ever felt like boasting to her.
- She makes me feel so happy just hearing her voice or seeing her smile at me. I can't stand it. When I see it I just can't contain myself.
- The way she speaks english is super cute. Though, it's hard to get her to speak english.
Though, the one problem, and it is a big problem, is that our conversations were slightly lacking. so... thats not good. I guess thats what I really liked about Hiroko. we have so much in common and talked for hours and hours. We have so much to learn from eachother.
ok, Im tired of writing. later